Hey everyone...this is sort of my little online journal thing, I suppose. If you care, it's here.

Wow, it's been a REALLY long time since I've posted. I suppose things have gotten a bit better since my last post...we've moved, now, into a very expensive house - with my "mother", that is. And I've become majorly obsessed with Panic! At The Disco (not to say I didn't love them before, but whatever). I've been feeling extremely British lately, mind you. I saw 'Harry Potter And The Order Of The Pheonix' last night, the 11:00PM show. I really am confused as to how I feel about it. It was a bit disappointing how Harry was so distant, and how the entire movie was based on the battle against You-Know-Who, but I still loved it. The scence where they do actually fight is incredible, breathtaking. I haven't read any of the books, though I did start on the Fourth shortly before the movie for it came out, but I hear that Harry was even more distant from his friends in the book. All of my friends dislike Harry...which brings me to what I'd like to talk about next.

My friends. Lately, they've been getting on my nerve like crazy. One just got her hair cut after growing it out, and she hates the new style. She went on and on about how great it would be, but she hates it. My other friend was thinking of doing the same, as they're twins. She's Zac Efron-Justin Timberlake-Cody Linley-obsessed, And now she's got me starting to like them. I know, EW! Because of the move and my seriously horrible grades, I was kicked out of CBG (mostly because I didn't actually care enough to do my homework). Not too depressed about that aspect of it, but what about my friends? I already had to leave them from the transition from middle to high school (not to mention elementary to middle, but that was forever ago), but now I've got to leave my new friends, too? And my "parents" won't let me do ANYTHING. No iPods, MP3 players, no CELL PHONE, and ABSOULTELY NO TEXT-ING WHATSOEVER (not much of a problem now, but when I did have a cell phone, it was a MAJOR one). So, I can't enjoy music conviently and without a CD player, I can't call/text my friends, I can't have IM or anything like that, and I can't have a MySpace (though I do...tee hee). What CAN I do? My mom says I'm 'unique' and 'not like other girls'. How, that I don't like to wear make-up? News flash, bitch - I do. Or, rather, I did - until you caught me and therew it away. Thanks for that, by the way. I really appreciate you RUINING MY LIFE. Not.
Honestly, people - what am I allowed to do? I can't even hold a decent conversation without my "mother" needing to use the phone or computer. Not to mention the no-text-ing thing. No music up too loud, so as not to wake the baby. Um, excuse me, bitch, but WHEN did I say I even remotely cared about the baby? Never. I can't wear any decent clothes, either. I mean, I don't want to strut around in Hollister bikinis or anything, but, I mean, we're supposed to be, like, upper-upper-upper class here, so why am I stuck wearing Target one-pieces? And is it SO HARD to let your own SISTER pick me up from my DAD'S HOUSE, not YOURS, and have her take me to see a freaking movie? All you have to do is say ONE FREAKING WORD, bitch - "YES", or, you could actually do some damn work for once and take me there yourself. Maybe not make your THIRD HUSBAND (probably more, you just haven't told us yet) drive to Burger King (which I hate) and buy us four kids a small fry and a 4-piece chiken nugget (which